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So basically, I leave in a couple hours and I couldn't be any happier unless somebody surprised me with a lifetime supply of apple juice and gummy bears. I'm gonna miss so many people but I'm sending out postcards that are gonna be cute and short and sweet. I'm gonna miss lots of things from here though I know. I'm gonna take like 6000 mad lame pictures of myself with things like the eiffel tower and random people and koRn.
Today has been strange and weird preparing for Europe and just realizing that after I get on that plane I will be stepping off into a beautiful country where the air is going to be so nice to breathe and I can just forget about everything for a while and think about things I miss here and maybe grow to love those things a lot while I am gone. Everything may sound real weird right now because I haven't been that close to anybody lately to tell them that I have everything right in my heart with God, sometimes I shut out the fact that He does exist and is there all the time because I'm scared that somebody is watching my life so closely. I know this is one of the biggest blessings in my life right now and it couldn't have come at a better time. The past couple weeks I have met some really amazing people and some of the best and strangest things have happened in my life that I couldn't begin to explain and I can't take credit for it because I haven't done it on my own. I just hope everybody has an amazing month, leave me nice comments.
I can't say I love all of you, because I don't know who is reading this.. but if I love you and you are reading this..I will miss you a lot!